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Saturday, January 27, 2007

My embarassing moment

Today Is my most embarassing day of my life arghhss..
Most ..mosT! i so wantedto kill myself just now.

You know wad? they are having a community service for finals and supposedly to turn up beautifully and take photos and i left early yesterday after rehearsals so i turned up just now bare face with halves and slippers arghhs!!

Worst of all ,all were dressed nicely ..Arghhh!! Nv had felt so embarass before.I persuaded robert to let me leave before all comes , i dun wanna be their laughing stock u noe?It not that nice to take it.

where is my pole of motivation where r u ? a clue..it's a she ...20 tis year think the clue is obvious enough right? Arghhs!!

my feeling is so down right now......
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Yesterday went for rehearsals and work and ended at 2 am lo first time taking transport home.that idiot ronny kip making me.wana die and disiao me in CDM, I hope ppl will forget cos right now ppl have their own l\r/s and i have mine too so ,i dun wanna see both of us so embarass, we 've make it to a pt where we dun speak or look into eyes of each other, i dun wan anything worst to happen , Even thou break ups , There are still frens right? But i suppose he's the one avoiding me wen he dun even reply me on MSN, it's okay i noe it takes time.

If you are ready to be fren with me ,then by all means , if not , its okay also , i just hope you lead by all the best in ur life .okies?

After work din turned up for aiai 97 meeting cos i dun wanna go chiong like when i can take transport home ma, some other day k? ai? Later gonna go for rehearsals and work again .

Ps: damn ronny for putting me as door- woman and making me freeze there =p

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