I hate myself for bring such a big mouth to mention to her that i wanna stop the contract and now it has turned into a BIG issue arghhs

Gonna stress over tis again fk . I wanna Terminate nt becos i wanna wad or too ambitious its becos i need money urgently walao fk la..2 mths policy le dun dare borrow from mummy -she just paid my school fees ,dun wanna trouble her

Fk la.Hmm tot something in da morning would cheered me up but a call from char telling me she told her all these made my day haiis..sianz..Anw gonna go fer a interview later ba-forget it la.Anw i also nt never survive without tis job b4 just tt maybe i gt used to it le-so must slowly get used back to no $$ life if not will die de.

Arghhs~~too bad la.... Fuck nw so fan over evry little thing gt interview here n there sch Starting Soon N i gt into the next round of MIss Chinatown with Girl girl ..Hmm..watever

N that terrence better dun call mi animore feeling so pek chey n he keeps on calling fan me cb la