Sometimes i realli dunno what i want seriously, my love life is in a mess right now.

Actually i really hope i will survive very good without presence of guys.I dun wished to get hurt animore.
Thinking back, ireally think i have changed alot from what i used to be before this year febuary.
Hmm..I dunno , i hate this kind.

Maybe it is really the breakup of me and him that led me to become this way , i hate it i used to always deny the fact that he's the one that made me changed but i really think so now.That day i went to his hse and the feeling isnt there i dunno .i really dunno .i expect i will still love him as much as the past or even more but when certain things happen, i total feel lost .
Why did things end up this way, if andy case din happen last yr would we break up?
would i become like tt . would i ?

I really wanna focus on my studies n work so that i can earn money to spend really like myself and nt depend on boyfriends.Even worse i might quit sch and try to apply for SIA.I wan but i dun hafta courage to do so.

Part 2

he whom he said loves me but just tt our attitude act treats another ger so nice and said that he wun love her, yah, dun bother to tag at my blog to reply me okies?breakfast Big breakfast..i totally felt used by u .

you make me feel very pissed and feel that u are nt trustworthy ,that u actually say this kinds of words .

I wan to get you out of my head.