Now i am listening to one of the blog song which made me felt emo at this point of da time. hmm..

Was i really wrong in wanting to find him that time. I knew he has feelings for me but..but.. i know just that we cant get back together which i have told myself a million of times.Even changed my blog add but suppose this was a new refresh blog was somehow nvm at least it doesnt contain our memories.

He's with his perfect girl that will listen to him or he scared of her and the promises she gave him which she did that nt meeting guys or Smoking or even Bukit panjang.

Sad to think 1 year ago i was a non smoker and non drinker nt exactly 1 year la smoke maybe 2-3 mths ago only and drinker lessan that 1 mth?Yes i did drink n smoke-ed b4 tt but i am nt good at it.Nah~ whats wrong with it?Yes i thinked i picked up because of you but now i think that i carry on smoking and drinking is nt because of u le ba. I dun drink cos of u of smoke bcos of u.Hmmm..

Your dad msg me happy birthday - i think the bond is still there but just that we r nt as closed as b4 as which he saws the photos ba..Hmmm.. But he will always be a v .good uncle in my heart :)

the problem i dun like to chinese songs nowadays except KTV is cos of this la.. haha Emoing...I miss my aiai laRrrs thou....Charlotte gt into any accident with ad- think it's rather serious- but i have nite class tonight hmm,,shld be heading down after my class...hmm....